FINISHED WITH ==' !

WHAT TO SAY, I HAVE TO MAKE THE CHOICE :( AND I HOPE THAT IS THE RIGHT CHOICE !

AS I SAID, I COULDNT BEAR THAT ANYMORE :( 

SO, I've MADE THE CHOICE :(

I HATE YOU

Harap lepas ni ak akn lebih tabah dengan segala ujian dan dugaan, thank you Allah for this beautiful life, ak dah buat keputusan yang terbaik. Aku janji, to be more carefull :)

Iloveyou  guys who always on my side, wipe my tear, lend me ur shoulder, and give me a hug when i need it :')

FROM NOW ON, I WANNA BE  STRONG lagi TOUGH and HEARTLESS heee :p

Erm after this i will smile in whatever condition :)

SIGH =='

YOU SAID YOU CONCERN ABOUT ME !

but?? WHAT IS GOING ON ?

i'm sigh, SIGH BCUZ OF YOU !

SICK OF YOU !

I COULDN'T BEAR THIS ANYMORE !

WTF are you? =='

I DONT CARE IF YOU DONT WANNA CARE ABOUT ME, 

BUT PLEASE, CARE ABOUT MY HEART..

huuhhh, bodoh gile luah kt sini,

SO WHAT?? NOT YOUR PROBLEMS!

I WAS SO MAD OF YOU,

BUT NOW I THINK I DONT NEED TO BE LIKE THAT ANYMORE !

JUST BECAUSE A STUPID GUY LIKE YOU !

I HAVE MY LIFE,

I HAVE TO STUDY,

FOR MY SAKE,

FOR MY SUCCESS,

I TRY TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU BUT I COULDN'T !

BECAUSE U ARE THE AIR OF MY BREATH !

LOOSING YOU IS LIKE LIVING IN THE WORLD WITH NO AIR...

SO PLEASE, DONT DO THIS TO ME !

I HATE YOU BUT I'VE GONE TO FAR..

I'D LOVE YOU BABE,

I TRY TO DEFEND OUR RELATIONSHIP,

BUT WHAT ABOUT YOU?

DO YOU CARE ABOUT THIS?

YOU DONT RIGHT ?

STUPIDDDDDD !

HURMMM I'M REALLY IN A BAD MOOD, WORST I THINK !

SORRY FOR BEING TOO HARSH BUT I COULDN'T BEAR THIS ANYMORE !

I LOVE YOU BOOK , BUT WHY I COULDN'T UNDERSTAND YOU?

HAHHAHAHA =D

WELCOME BACK YATIE :)(

Awl pagi lagi ak da btolak tadiii , at 8 smthg agak nye , hurmm.. Bye mum, bro n lil sis :( i gtg , yelaa cuti da habes :( nanti org blik lagi eh eh ? haihh muke xdpat nk senyum lgsung tadi time tggalkn umah , sdeh.
Yelahh , rase cam kejap sgt sgt kt umah , one more thing  mak n siblings takdapat ikut hanta ak, so ak sorang2 jelaa ngn ayah :( tp better la dari aku naik bas kn ? lg la lonely :( anyway, ak dah smpai !

Agak happy la skrg sbb da lame ayh tinggalkn..

Time smpai td, ak sorang2 je, yg lain belum smpai..

Asal ak smgt sgt nih ? haha, xde laa sbnarnye my father ad krja thats why ak kne cpt..

Lps tu agak kesian kt my dad sbb terpaksa tolg agkatkn  rak buku ak..

Agak besar laa jugak , 

Pulak tu rumah ak kt tgkat 5, dgn xde lift nye, kesian bapak ak td..

Letih je nmpak, brnafas pn mcm xlepas..

Thanks ye ayah!

At 3 pm ayah dah hilang dari pmndangan mataku :((

Uwaaa ayah dah pegi, alahh bye ayah :(

hurmm dduk sorang2 dlm rmah..

Nseb baek stgh jam lpas tu my friend smpai, 

terubat sikit rse sdih tu..

yelaa, rndu kt kwn2 pn byk jugak..

ANYWAY, im happy now! 

xnk sedeh2, nnt smua bnde takjadik kn kn?

okay laa., smpai sini jela coretan *taepan* haha kali ni..

Smoga ayah selamat smpai ke destinasi, n smoga kereta ayah tak meragam !

semoga perjalanan ayah selamat!

Semoga mak kt rumah sentiasa bahagia,

bersama my siblings yg lain...

Hari Raya kita jumpa ya famili ku ! :(

<3 my pamalii <3

SEMINGGU :(

Pejam celik pejam celik, dah hari khamis dah :( rase cm baru smlm je smpai kt umah.
Ermm sabtu ni dah nk kne pegi kampus , sdeh kot :( nk tggal famili balik , xpuas lagi laa gather ngn famili :(
Alaa nk cuti lagi , haiihh :(

YEAH ILOVEU mum dad,

sis bro..

lil sis, niece nephew *haha smua ade nnek je xde*

alaa sumpah berat hati nak pegi sbb bukan selalu balik..

cuti pn seminggu je tu pn dah brape lame daku menunggu '==

tapi nk buad cne kn kn?

adat laa blajar jauh jauh kne laa hadapi dugaan ni...

JANGAN JADIKAN ALASAN SEBAGAI HALANGAN !

SEBALIKNYA AMBILLAH SEBAGAI CABARAN!

I KNOW YOU CAN!

Mak, ayah, nanti sy pegi kampus mak n ayah jge diri tw .

Sy da xdpt nk tgk mak n ayah lagi kt sane, webcam boley la tu pn blur je gamba *tibetibe pulak*

Erm sy jnji, i will do da bes for u, to be the best ever girl in family :)

n i'll pray for ur wellness :)

Even sy xnmpak mak n ayah, but i know u guys always pray for my sake :')

n if u know mum, dad how much i love u .

Thanks for raised me up till i can stand by my own feet , n i promise i will be the best for u mum, dad .

HAPPY FAMILY :)

ni aku amek gamba time abg n kakak aku pegi keje so sorry la ye kakak abg gmba kau xde :p

YEAH WE ARE THE HAPPY FAMILY =)

GOODBYE mum, dad, abg, kakak n adik..

nanti i balik lagi ye,

n time i balik tu make sure korg smua ade ye :'(

"amende merepek ni dowh?takpegi lagi kn?"

"eh suke hati lahh =='"

HAHA , SELAMAT TIDUR MUM DAD AND ALL  :)

HOME SWEET HOME (=

WELCOME BACK YATIEY (:

Hooray hooray ! At last, smpai jua aku kt rumah :)

At 4 sumthg aku mnjejakkan kaki kt rumah ksygn aku (:

Waa sdey nye, byk gile prubahan..

Anyway aku ttap happy to see my home..

Cantek la pulak rumah aku, byk la brubah..

              Susun atur, new equipment, new curtain..

              N then my bilik agak ceria laa.. 

              Paling penting aku dpt comforter baru lagi.. (yela, kt kolej xde cmforter ==')

snap terbaek dari corner terbaek

Agak letih laa travel tgh2 mlm, dgn sejuk nye lagi.. 

Tapi xterasa sgt sbb excited nk smpai rumah punya psal..

Uwaa best gile..

Tapi tapi, mid sem break seminggu jelaa :(

However, ak akn gunakan seminggu aku ini WISELY

TIME WIF FMILY+TIME WIF KWN+TIME WIF BOOK(sbb ad test xD)= CUTISEMINGGU

So aku akn cube untuk gunakannya wisely..

ermmm anyway im home n happy gila vavi dowh !

I HAVE THE LOVES (:

_WHATABEAUTIFULLIFEWITHYOU_

<3 dont know if i could ever be <3

without you cuz boy you complete me

and in time i know that we'll both see 

that we're all we need..

hasil tangan sendiri okay

eh macam jiwang pulak aku ni ==' aissehh ! ermm tapi ade betul nye jugak , but xnk admit lahh , xnk xnk buat malu . dont think about *** sbb belum tentu lagi die pkir aku betul tak ? klau pkir bguihh la , ermm ak dah ckup ckup happy dgn life aku yg sgt2 lahh indah skrg ni n i dont need him to spoil everything ! i dont care bout *** as die yg nak mcm tu , whatever pun aku heppy dowh , see...

yeah , im still can smile now n i will forever n ever , i wish to have such beautiful life , n all, lets smile , cure our heart :) no one is going to make you smile unless you have a robot to do it so , even though, your smile is like a fake because a sweet smile comes from the bottom of our heart , so smile in whatever condition we are , THANKFUL to ALLAH :)  

sorry ya blog dah berhabuk, xsempat nk sapu ,

i busy sgt mggu ni :)

with love,

SENYUMDIA :)