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Friday 20 January 2012

PASSION part I

Dont you have your own passion ?

I have , a lot .

But , im gonna story story about my first passion .

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Even im not art people , but i do love art .

What art ? anything about art .

And this is my art , my worse art i give in it with all my sentimental value :)


This handmade present , im struggling with , just for the BIRTHDAY GIRL :)
Yesterday was her big day , but i make her angry , just because a prank ,
But i made up all thing , i gave her this .


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JAHIT MANIK , yes that is my passion .

           Baju kat atas tu bukan first thing aku berjaya buat but , all of my baju kurungss , aku jahit sendiri manik maniknya . WHY ? why aku tak tempah je suruh tailor jahitkan ? SEBABNYA , i want my own design on my own bajuss . Tau ? Even my baju kurung what so ever , aku design dulu baru aku bagitau tailor macam mana baju yang aku nak . It's not that aku ni cerewet , tapi desire seorang wanita , mahukan something differently to other people . Tak gitu girls ? When i told my friends , yang aku jahit sendiri all those ridicolous manik , diorang tak caye . Then when diorang tengok sendiri aku jahit , baru laa die tahu sape CIK YATTIEY nih :)

Anyway , everyone has their own hobby and passion right , and this is mine , although im not so good , but this is my passion .

Guys out there , BUAT JE APE YANG KORANG SUKE :)

.................................. TO BE CONTINUED ......................................

Sunday 8 January 2012

LISTEN TO A STUPID BABBLING

WHAT ?
                   what are you thinking about ?
WHAT ?
                   what make you feel down ?
WHAT ?
                   what is disturbing your mind ?
WHAT ?
                   what the hell ? what the fish ?

========== yeah, what the hell im babbling about , right ? =========


EXACTLY , that is how i am right now .

It's not like im too picky , but this is the problem !
Picky problem .
Im being selective , no im not .

It just i want 'something' that i really want .
Not something i just want for fun . Or laughing stuff .
Really , i mean it .

This is my first time ever , i fight , i wait , i am looking forward to it .
For something that im not sure that i can get it .
But , im still waiting .

SO WHAT ? 
sukahatimakbapak gua lah kann .
gua suka , gua punya pasal lahh kan .

Seriously , im down right now .
Even myself dont know why the hell im feeling like this .
Guilty ? Missing ? Doubting ? Stupid ? yes , of course .

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wa cakap lu , wa ni memang jenis tak bersyukur la .
bukan gua tak bersyukur tapi gua ni memang tak pernah nak puas dgn apa yang gua ada .
gua bukan tak nak 'tuhh' ,
tapi gua suka 'nihh' ,
GUA PENING DOWH DOWH DOWH ,
gua bukan benci 'tuhh' ,
tapi gua tunggu 'nihh' ,
PENING DOWH ,
tapi kalau gua reject ,
YANG DIKEJAR LARI NAIK FLIGHT , YANG DIKENDONG TERCICIR TERCIRIT .
so ?
ape boleh buat ?
gua nih , senget semacam je skang , senget .
gua pikir camni jelah , 
gua buat bodoh je .
gua tunggu sampai bende 'nihh' tahu ,
gua suke lahh .
kalau bende 'nihh' tak tahu jugak ,
lantak lah .
gua malas nak kesah ,
gua dah nak stop membebel nih .
stop .

To all the girls out there , just be confident that you are the best among the best . Who can be me ? can me be you ? NO , just be . and be . say ' i can show you my middle finger if you think im not the best ! ' .
  
 cool XD