ZAWARA

Lately ive been crazy with the fashion of Zawara.

This is because of my pre graduation dinner last month. Ive been looking for this kind of dresses and fashion, and Zawara HAS it! 

Well, the fashion is just fit for me, as it is for muslimah. And their design too....ouh make me wanna spent moreeeee!

As i lived in Shah Alam before, i just went to their outlet at Section 7 Shah Alam, but, no worries if now i am at Terengganu.....because Zawara do offer ONLINE SHOPPING with them! ouhh im going crazy. *need to work i guess* haha 

And of course, Zawara not only seelling dresses. There are also Tops, Bottoms, Hijab, Accessories and such. ANDDD DAEBAKKK! FREE SHIPPING! 

And i suggest you guys to try ushar2 Zawara punya website and happy online shopping there! Here is the address http://www.zawara.com 

Jangan risau folks, their price are reasonable!

SWEET 19 :)

Assalamualaikum..

Yeah 22nd May was my day, i became sweet 19 years old girl :)
girlish 19th young girl, waa gedik pulak gua nihhh .

Anyway, tak sangka i'd a great time on that day celebrating my day with girlfriends boifrens, and especially ma family. And it was awesome !

It wasn't a big party but it was havoc and i felt great! And i spent almost 4 hours finishing this !

kinda terrible

Ouh that was ma first time doing the topping using whipping cream :D and the whipping cream i made it myself ( lenguh dowh duk putar2 cream tuhh )

And i actually got two cake for my party, here it is :)

yeah, kinda awesome :D

And also got this awesome girlfriend and boyfriends ,

this, kinda sengals :p

I told you, that was really an awesome day fer me!
Tak nyesal jadi tua, tua by the cool way i guess. haha
And this year, my 19th year in this world i wanna be a better girl, better       muslimah :)
Day by day, we are getting old, and we should getting better towards everything and of course for one intention, all we did and will do, is for Allah SWT, because of Him, we will getting a better life !





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PASSION part II

ASSALAMUALAIKUM !

I really have this passion, which i always wanna do something with it but i cant.

why ?

because i will just do it when the time comes.
*opkos la on my big day, ekekke

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koleksi make up kami

koleksi make up kami

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 jajangggg !

Yeah, all of these are my beloved stuff. *opss, also kawan aku punye.
kitorang punye stuff laa, kann.

ape yang specialnye? takde pape, cume nak cakap aku punye passion.

bila masa aku guna?

always, but not fer me. make up kan kawan2 la. Diorang banyak event kot. So aku la yang excited make up kan.

BILA LA AKU NAK MELARAM NIHHH !

bukan la aku tak pernah melaram. tapi jarang sekali. time ada event je. tu pun dulu je.

HEHE, this is my great ability *amboii, angkat ekor sendiri nampak !
Tapi betul pe, kawan2 selalu je cari aku when nak make up. ekekeke.
Seriously, when hasil tangan aku bekerja kat muka diorang tu hebat, bangga pun ada :D tak gitu?
First time make up sorang member nih, yang tak pernah make up, im totally shock, she's so beautiful.
Tapi aku, aku nak jugak orang make up kan aku. Tapi nye, bila? haihhh.

My friend once said, when we do make up, we will have the confidence. For the gurl lah...

Bukan tu je,
Make up ni describe one's personality.
Bukan la make up tebal2 tu elok, it's up to everyone how they want to be described.

For me,
Make up tu tak penting, but when i attend such event i feel it is a must for a girl to have a light blush and glowing face so that we enjoy that event.
Make up - tak semestinya tebal2, just have a light foundation, soft pinky brown blush, eyeliner, natural eyeshadow and light dazel lip gloss.
That is enough for me.

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Girls, make up tu tak salah.

Just jangan melampau.

If we put too much for it, it is a sin when we melt guys heart.

So just be ware, just put your own light make up.

Unless for your wedding, for your husband.

Then time tu melaram la pepuas ye :)

Also, it is a must for a girl to care for her appearance.

Simple is great, but it must be with the neat. 

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PASSION part I

Dont you have your own passion ?

I have , a lot .

But , im gonna story story about my first passion .

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Even im not art people , but i do love art .

What art ? anything about art .

And this is my art , my worse art i give in it with all my sentimental value :)

This handmade present , im struggling with , just for the BIRTHDAY GIRL :)
Yesterday was her big day , but i make her angry , just because a prank ,
But i made up all thing , i gave her this .


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JAHIT MANIK , yes that is my passion .

           Baju kat atas tu bukan first thing aku berjaya buat but , all of my baju kurungss , aku jahit sendiri manik maniknya . WHY ? why aku tak tempah je suruh tailor jahitkan ? SEBABNYA , i want my own design on my own bajuss . Tau ? Even my baju kurung what so ever , aku design dulu baru aku bagitau tailor macam mana baju yang aku nak . It's not that aku ni cerewet , tapi desire seorang wanita , mahukan something differently to other people . Tak gitu girls ? When i told my friends , yang aku jahit sendiri all those ridicolous manik , diorang tak caye . Then when diorang tengok sendiri aku jahit , baru laa die tahu sape CIK YATTIEY nih :)

Anyway , everyone has their own hobby and passion right , and this is mine , although im not so good , but this is my passion .

Guys out there , BUAT JE APE YANG KORANG SUKE :)

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LISTEN TO A STUPID BABBLING

WHAT ?
                   what are you thinking about ?
WHAT ?
                   what make you feel down ?
WHAT ?
                   what is disturbing your mind ?
WHAT ?
                   what the hell ? what the fish ?

========== yeah, what the hell im babbling about , right ? =========

EXACTLY , that is how i am right now .

It's not like im too picky , but this is the problem !

Picky problem .

Im being selective , no im not .

It just i want 'something' that i really want .

Not something i just want for fun . Or laughing stuff .

Really , i mean it .

This is my first time ever , i fight , i wait , i am looking forward to it .

For something that im not sure that i can get it .

But , im still waiting .

SO WHAT ? 

sukahatimakbapak gua lah kann .

gua suka , gua punya pasal lahh kan .

Seriously , im down right now .

Even myself dont know why the hell im feeling like this .

Guilty ? Missing ? Doubting ? Stupid ? yes , of course .

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wa cakap lu , wa ni memang jenis tak bersyukur la .

bukan gua tak bersyukur tapi gua ni memang tak pernah nak puas dgn apa yang gua ada .

gua bukan tak nak 'tuhh' ,

tapi gua suka 'nihh' ,

GUA PENING DOWH DOWH DOWH ,

gua bukan benci 'tuhh' ,

tapi gua tunggu 'nihh' ,

PENING DOWH ,

tapi kalau gua reject ,

YANG DIKEJAR LARI NAIK FLIGHT , YANG DIKENDONG TERCICIR TERCIRIT .

so ?

ape boleh buat ?

gua nih , senget semacam je skang , senget .

gua pikir camni jelah , 

gua buat bodoh je .

gua tunggu sampai bende 'nihh' tahu ,

gua suke lahh .

kalau bende 'nihh' tak tahu jugak ,

lantak lah .

gua malas nak kesah ,

gua dah nak stop membebel nih .

stop .

To all the girls out there , just be confident that you are the best among the best . Who can be me ? can me be you ? NO , just be . and be . say ' i can show you my middle finger if you think im not the best ! ' .

  

 cool XD

IMPIAN aka DREAMS

sape yang takde impian kan ?



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aku ade impian ! yeah , that's right !

tapi impian aku bukan la untuk jadi blogger setia kan , memang tak la sebab MALAS , sekarang ni aku menulis pun jarang sangat lah !

I M P I A N - aku punye ?

ni impian aku if aku harus MENYINGLE sampai tua :D

 I want ,
         
           * further stadi INSYAALLAH till PHD ,
           *obersi opkos !
           * dapat keje OBERSI fer few years !
           * wanna step in the concrete jungle aka NEW YORK
           * big WHITE car  ( kalau skrg aku nak HONDA ACCORD 2012 tapi kalau boleh nak AUDI jugak )
           * double storey HOUSE (takkesah besa ke kecik janji surroundings die cun ! nyaman ! tenang ! )
           * hidup takde financial problems , opkos !
           * be the apple of my mom's eyes HEHEHEHEHE n lastly,
           * having a mom and a father by my side ( kalau boleh every second sebab rindu )


                                                          ***********************

TAPI ,
      atas sebab ape pulak aku nak menyingle kan ? :D
      sebabnye kalau takde orang nak lah kan ?
   
merepek kerepek ! insyaAllah ade .


ni impian aku if tak menyingle sampai mati HEHEHEHE

i want,

         * a goodlooking, kindhearted n beriman yang teguh punya suami (haha gatalgatal picky nak mati )
         * a good position ( kerja i mean , my job ) accountant lahh !
         * doublestorey big house , (tadi nak kecik sebab single, yang ni kene besar lah kan )
         * Big WHITE car lagi ( HONDA ACCORD lahh )
         * budak budak kecik dalam rumah ( bukan dolls eyh ) anak !
         * RULES dalam rumah , RULES FOR BOTH HUBBY N WIFEY
         * give my parents one more house , fer them to create memory fer the rest of their life :)
         * n i want a happy lovey dovey rumahtangga no mess no fight only love :D

banyak tak ? haihhh , macam mengade kan ? who cares , that's my dreams !

haa kan kan ? jangan gelak tau !

anyways , that's only my dream . takde la menangis air mata darah if tak kesampaian !

what is important to me ?

      WANNA BE A SUCCESFUL PEOPLE IN THE FUTURE AND HEREAFTER , that's all :)

FLOWERING = HEART

Here, my new breath begin,

Baru tersedar dari mimpi, bahawa ;

• HIDUP TAK PERLUKAN SESUATU YANG KITA NAK UNTUK TERUSKAN HIDUP NI (merepek tak?)
• BUKAN ONE THING JE BOLEH JAMIN MASE GEMILANG N GEMBIRA KITA 
• DO ANYTHING YOU WANT SELAGI BENDE TU TAK SALAH DARI SEGI AGAMA,
• WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND (padan muka kau haha)
• APE YANG KITA TAK DAPAT, INSYAALLAH ALLAH S.W.T AKAN GANTI DGN SMTHG YG LAIN :)

YA ALLAH, betapa aku tak tahu tentang hidup ni ye, ishkk .

sedikit sbyak suka suki lately cure my heart, sebab dah sedar yang benda tu tak penting if tak betulbetul.

dan, honestly aku lebih byk happy than sdey skarang, betul aku mampu senyum seikhlasnya.,

atas beberapa sebab jugak laa, hee,

ermm anyway, i'm back blog !

just miss my smile , old smile, 

ermmm hokaiii laa, aku pun dah happy sekarang, Allah always by my side,

if xdapat, aku kene redha, sabar dan tabah, the best way fer me, His servant .

p/s : everythg yg berlaku, ade hikmahnya :)

STILL :(

I'M STILL LOVE YOU

STILL MISS YOU

MISS YOUR LAUGH

MISS YOUR SMILE

MISS YOUR VOICE

IT'S ALL ABOUT YOURS

TRY TO GET YOU BACK BUT I CAN'T

STILL WAITING FOR YOU

STILL HOPE FOR YOU 

IT IS ALL ABOUT 'STILL' !

WHAT TO DO?

WHAT TO SAY?

JUST COOL =='

REALLY,

IM STILL LOVING U

YEAH IM THE STUPID ONE WHO DECIDE THAT !

BUT I DONT CARE

I THINK I HAVE MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE

THE PROBLEM IS NOW

IM STILL WANNA STICKING TO YOU

HAHA BUT IM NOT SUPER INSTANT GLUE

SO I WISH I CAN BEAR THIS 

UNTIL YOU SLOWLY DISAPPEAR :(

I WISH ,

WE WILL HAVE 'THAT' BACK

ILOVEU

SARANGHEA

   ANNYOOO~~~

FINISHED WITH ==' !

WHAT TO SAY, I HAVE TO MAKE THE CHOICE :( AND I HOPE THAT IS THE RIGHT CHOICE !

AS I SAID, I COULDNT BEAR THAT ANYMORE :( 

SO, I've MADE THE CHOICE :(

I HATE YOU

Harap lepas ni ak akn lebih tabah dengan segala ujian dan dugaan, thank you Allah for this beautiful life, ak dah buat keputusan yang terbaik. Aku janji, to be more carefull :)

Iloveyou  guys who always on my side, wipe my tear, lend me ur shoulder, and give me a hug when i need it :')

FROM NOW ON, I WANNA BE  STRONG lagi TOUGH and HEARTLESS heee :p

Erm after this i will smile in whatever condition :)

SIGH =='

YOU SAID YOU CONCERN ABOUT ME !

but?? WHAT IS GOING ON ?

i'm sigh, SIGH BCUZ OF YOU !

SICK OF YOU !

I COULDN'T BEAR THIS ANYMORE !

WTF are you? =='

I DONT CARE IF YOU DONT WANNA CARE ABOUT ME, 

BUT PLEASE, CARE ABOUT MY HEART..

huuhhh, bodoh gile luah kt sini,

SO WHAT?? NOT YOUR PROBLEMS!

I WAS SO MAD OF YOU,

BUT NOW I THINK I DONT NEED TO BE LIKE THAT ANYMORE !

JUST BECAUSE A STUPID GUY LIKE YOU !

I HAVE MY LIFE,

I HAVE TO STUDY,

FOR MY SAKE,

FOR MY SUCCESS,

I TRY TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU BUT I COULDN'T !

BECAUSE U ARE THE AIR OF MY BREATH !

LOOSING YOU IS LIKE LIVING IN THE WORLD WITH NO AIR...

SO PLEASE, DONT DO THIS TO ME !

I HATE YOU BUT I'VE GONE TO FAR..

I'D LOVE YOU BABE,

I TRY TO DEFEND OUR RELATIONSHIP,

BUT WHAT ABOUT YOU?

DO YOU CARE ABOUT THIS?

YOU DONT RIGHT ?

STUPIDDDDDD !

HURMMM I'M REALLY IN A BAD MOOD, WORST I THINK !

SORRY FOR BEING TOO HARSH BUT I COULDN'T BEAR THIS ANYMORE !

I LOVE YOU BOOK , BUT WHY I COULDN'T UNDERSTAND YOU?

HAHHAHAHA =D

WELCOME BACK YATIE :)(

Awl pagi lagi ak da btolak tadiii , at 8 smthg agak nye , hurmm.. Bye mum, bro n lil sis :( i gtg , yelaa cuti da habes :( nanti org blik lagi eh eh ? haihh muke xdpat nk senyum lgsung tadi time tggalkn umah , sdeh.
Yelahh , rase cam kejap sgt sgt kt umah , one more thing  mak n siblings takdapat ikut hanta ak, so ak sorang2 jelaa ngn ayah :( tp better la dari aku naik bas kn ? lg la lonely :( anyway, ak dah smpai !

Agak happy la skrg sbb da lame ayh tinggalkn..

Time smpai td, ak sorang2 je, yg lain belum smpai..

Asal ak smgt sgt nih ? haha, xde laa sbnarnye my father ad krja thats why ak kne cpt..

Lps tu agak kesian kt my dad sbb terpaksa tolg agkatkn  rak buku ak..

Agak besar laa jugak , 

Pulak tu rumah ak kt tgkat 5, dgn xde lift nye, kesian bapak ak td..

Letih je nmpak, brnafas pn mcm xlepas..

Thanks ye ayah!

At 3 pm ayah dah hilang dari pmndangan mataku :((

Uwaaa ayah dah pegi, alahh bye ayah :(

hurmm dduk sorang2 dlm rmah..

Nseb baek stgh jam lpas tu my friend smpai, 

terubat sikit rse sdih tu..

yelaa, rndu kt kwn2 pn byk jugak..

ANYWAY, im happy now! 

xnk sedeh2, nnt smua bnde takjadik kn kn?

okay laa., smpai sini jela coretan *taepan* haha kali ni..

Smoga ayah selamat smpai ke destinasi, n smoga kereta ayah tak meragam !

semoga perjalanan ayah selamat!

Semoga mak kt rumah sentiasa bahagia,

bersama my siblings yg lain...

Hari Raya kita jumpa ya famili ku ! :(

<3 my pamalii <3

SEMINGGU :(

Pejam celik pejam celik, dah hari khamis dah :( rase cm baru smlm je smpai kt umah.
Ermm sabtu ni dah nk kne pegi kampus , sdeh kot :( nk tggal famili balik , xpuas lagi laa gather ngn famili :(
Alaa nk cuti lagi , haiihh :(

YEAH ILOVEU mum dad,

sis bro..

lil sis, niece nephew *haha smua ade nnek je xde*

alaa sumpah berat hati nak pegi sbb bukan selalu balik..

cuti pn seminggu je tu pn dah brape lame daku menunggu '==

tapi nk buad cne kn kn?

adat laa blajar jauh jauh kne laa hadapi dugaan ni...

JANGAN JADIKAN ALASAN SEBAGAI HALANGAN !

SEBALIKNYA AMBILLAH SEBAGAI CABARAN!

I KNOW YOU CAN!

Mak, ayah, nanti sy pegi kampus mak n ayah jge diri tw .

Sy da xdpt nk tgk mak n ayah lagi kt sane, webcam boley la tu pn blur je gamba *tibetibe pulak*

Erm sy jnji, i will do da bes for u, to be the best ever girl in family :)

n i'll pray for ur wellness :)

Even sy xnmpak mak n ayah, but i know u guys always pray for my sake :')

n if u know mum, dad how much i love u .

Thanks for raised me up till i can stand by my own feet , n i promise i will be the best for u mum, dad .

HAPPY FAMILY :)

ni aku amek gamba time abg n kakak aku pegi keje so sorry la ye kakak abg gmba kau xde :p

YEAH WE ARE THE HAPPY FAMILY =)

GOODBYE mum, dad, abg, kakak n adik..

nanti i balik lagi ye,

n time i balik tu make sure korg smua ade ye :'(

"amende merepek ni dowh?takpegi lagi kn?"

"eh suke hati lahh =='"

HAHA , SELAMAT TIDUR MUM DAD AND ALL  :)

HOME SWEET HOME (=

WELCOME BACK YATIEY (:

Hooray hooray ! At last, smpai jua aku kt rumah :)

At 4 sumthg aku mnjejakkan kaki kt rumah ksygn aku (:

Waa sdey nye, byk gile prubahan..

Anyway aku ttap happy to see my home..

Cantek la pulak rumah aku, byk la brubah..

              Susun atur, new equipment, new curtain..

              N then my bilik agak ceria laa.. 

              Paling penting aku dpt comforter baru lagi.. (yela, kt kolej xde cmforter ==')

snap terbaek dari corner terbaek

Agak letih laa travel tgh2 mlm, dgn sejuk nye lagi.. 

Tapi xterasa sgt sbb excited nk smpai rumah punya psal..

Uwaa best gile..

Tapi tapi, mid sem break seminggu jelaa :(

However, ak akn gunakan seminggu aku ini WISELY

TIME WIF FMILY+TIME WIF KWN+TIME WIF BOOK(sbb ad test xD)= CUTISEMINGGU

So aku akn cube untuk gunakannya wisely..

ermmm anyway im home n happy gila vavi dowh !

I HAVE THE LOVES (:

_WHATABEAUTIFULLIFEWITHYOU_

<3 dont know if i could ever be <3

without you cuz boy you complete me

and in time i know that we'll both see 

that we're all we need..

hasil tangan sendiri okay

eh macam jiwang pulak aku ni ==' aissehh ! ermm tapi ade betul nye jugak , but xnk admit lahh , xnk xnk buat malu . dont think about *** sbb belum tentu lagi die pkir aku betul tak ? klau pkir bguihh la , ermm ak dah ckup ckup happy dgn life aku yg sgt2 lahh indah skrg ni n i dont need him to spoil everything ! i dont care bout *** as die yg nak mcm tu , whatever pun aku heppy dowh , see...

yeah , im still can smile now n i will forever n ever , i wish to have such beautiful life , n all, lets smile , cure our heart :) no one is going to make you smile unless you have a robot to do it so , even though, your smile is like a fake because a sweet smile comes from the bottom of our heart , so smile in whatever condition we are , THANKFUL to ALLAH :)  

sorry ya blog dah berhabuk, xsempat nk sapu ,

i busy sgt mggu ni :)

with love,

SENYUMDIA :)

KELAS OH KELAS !

waa , slamt pagi semua ! haaii geram nye rse , ak punye smgt la bgun awl pg ni . geram geram , ishk3 .
tahu tak ? aku siap set alarm 9.30 sbb ade klas
kul10.20 , so ak bgun and mcm nk mrah gile kt sape yg mndi lmbt tu .. aku nk mndi weyy , ermm tak jadik mndi la . breakfast dulu , so aku mkn laa . n ak pn trase nk tgk jadual klas . so aku bukak la tgk . OMG ! aku lupe, klas FAR cncel hari ni , ouhh geramm aku bgun awl tu , klas takde pulak . haii rugi mse tido aku kejap . nk tido blik tak syok dhlaa kn . so ak decide tuk bukak blog lahh , ermm mls lg nk mndi , heheheh . tapi aku dah mls dh nk tlis blog ni . ckup la tu ye , nnt la smbung blik . okay , babai ...

SAKITSENYUM

i meant , bkn ad pnykit snyum . haha tp aku sakit aku senyum dah laa . takder laa . tak sakit pn , sakit pinggang je , sakit kepale je , sakit perut je . hehehe tp aku ade kwn laa leh wt aku senyum so dont worry , aku boleh tahan laahh . mkn la ubt kn? ermm okay , ouhh lupe laa . jp ag ade tklimat ko , nt kne siap2 laa , aishh mcm mls je . tp klau pnteng kn xde 1 sbjek aku . eh jgn ponteng ! tu zman skolah dulu , now jdik budak matang ye ! dah , mls dh nk cite pnjg2 , habis ...

SENYUM TAK PERLU KATA APA APA :)

chill babe !

chill girl !

hey hey my new life . yyeah , must stand on my own feet , yelaar kn , xkn nk brdiri ats kaki kau pulak kn .. hermm sdeh2 , lame xmkn masakan mak , asyik mkn kat kandang je . HAHAHA ermm kopak duit aku . tp ak nk cite , mmg best la kt cni . dapat kwn yg happening , gerek seyhh ! tp diorang sgt laa cute miut and comelll . baik lg tu . ermm mmg trase laa btul2 berdikari . hrmm jp ea , ad kje . nt ak update blik . tatatititututu!