PASSION part II

ASSALAMUALAIKUM !

I really have this passion, which i always wanna do something with it but i cant.

why ?

because i will just do it when the time comes.
*opkos la on my big day, ekekke

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koleksi make up kami

koleksi make up kami

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 jajangggg !

Yeah, all of these are my beloved stuff. *opss, also kawan aku punye.
kitorang punye stuff laa, kann.

ape yang specialnye? takde pape, cume nak cakap aku punye passion.

bila masa aku guna?

always, but not fer me. make up kan kawan2 la. Diorang banyak event kot. So aku la yang excited make up kan.

BILA LA AKU NAK MELARAM NIHHH !

bukan la aku tak pernah melaram. tapi jarang sekali. time ada event je. tu pun dulu je.

HEHE, this is my great ability *amboii, angkat ekor sendiri nampak !
Tapi betul pe, kawan2 selalu je cari aku when nak make up. ekekeke.
Seriously, when hasil tangan aku bekerja kat muka diorang tu hebat, bangga pun ada :D tak gitu?
First time make up sorang member nih, yang tak pernah make up, im totally shock, she's so beautiful.
Tapi aku, aku nak jugak orang make up kan aku. Tapi nye, bila? haihhh.

My friend once said, when we do make up, we will have the confidence. For the gurl lah...

Bukan tu je,
Make up ni describe one's personality.
Bukan la make up tebal2 tu elok, it's up to everyone how they want to be described.

For me,
Make up tu tak penting, but when i attend such event i feel it is a must for a girl to have a light blush and glowing face so that we enjoy that event.
Make up - tak semestinya tebal2, just have a light foundation, soft pinky brown blush, eyeliner, natural eyeshadow and light dazel lip gloss.
That is enough for me.

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Girls, make up tu tak salah.

Just jangan melampau.

If we put too much for it, it is a sin when we melt guys heart.

So just be ware, just put your own light make up.

Unless for your wedding, for your husband.

Then time tu melaram la pepuas ye :)

Also, it is a must for a girl to care for her appearance.

Simple is great, but it must be with the neat. 

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PASSION part I

Dont you have your own passion ?

I have , a lot .

But , im gonna story story about my first passion .

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Even im not art people , but i do love art .

What art ? anything about art .

And this is my art , my worse art i give in it with all my sentimental value :)

This handmade present , im struggling with , just for the BIRTHDAY GIRL :)
Yesterday was her big day , but i make her angry , just because a prank ,
But i made up all thing , i gave her this .


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JAHIT MANIK , yes that is my passion .

           Baju kat atas tu bukan first thing aku berjaya buat but , all of my baju kurungss , aku jahit sendiri manik maniknya . WHY ? why aku tak tempah je suruh tailor jahitkan ? SEBABNYA , i want my own design on my own bajuss . Tau ? Even my baju kurung what so ever , aku design dulu baru aku bagitau tailor macam mana baju yang aku nak . It's not that aku ni cerewet , tapi desire seorang wanita , mahukan something differently to other people . Tak gitu girls ? When i told my friends , yang aku jahit sendiri all those ridicolous manik , diorang tak caye . Then when diorang tengok sendiri aku jahit , baru laa die tahu sape CIK YATTIEY nih :)

Anyway , everyone has their own hobby and passion right , and this is mine , although im not so good , but this is my passion .

Guys out there , BUAT JE APE YANG KORANG SUKE :)

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LISTEN TO A STUPID BABBLING

WHAT ?
                   what are you thinking about ?
WHAT ?
                   what make you feel down ?
WHAT ?
                   what is disturbing your mind ?
WHAT ?
                   what the hell ? what the fish ?

========== yeah, what the hell im babbling about , right ? =========

EXACTLY , that is how i am right now .

It's not like im too picky , but this is the problem !

Picky problem .

Im being selective , no im not .

It just i want 'something' that i really want .

Not something i just want for fun . Or laughing stuff .

Really , i mean it .

This is my first time ever , i fight , i wait , i am looking forward to it .

For something that im not sure that i can get it .

But , im still waiting .

SO WHAT ? 

sukahatimakbapak gua lah kann .

gua suka , gua punya pasal lahh kan .

Seriously , im down right now .

Even myself dont know why the hell im feeling like this .

Guilty ? Missing ? Doubting ? Stupid ? yes , of course .

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wa cakap lu , wa ni memang jenis tak bersyukur la .

bukan gua tak bersyukur tapi gua ni memang tak pernah nak puas dgn apa yang gua ada .

gua bukan tak nak 'tuhh' ,

tapi gua suka 'nihh' ,

GUA PENING DOWH DOWH DOWH ,

gua bukan benci 'tuhh' ,

tapi gua tunggu 'nihh' ,

PENING DOWH ,

tapi kalau gua reject ,

YANG DIKEJAR LARI NAIK FLIGHT , YANG DIKENDONG TERCICIR TERCIRIT .

so ?

ape boleh buat ?

gua nih , senget semacam je skang , senget .

gua pikir camni jelah , 

gua buat bodoh je .

gua tunggu sampai bende 'nihh' tahu ,

gua suke lahh .

kalau bende 'nihh' tak tahu jugak ,

lantak lah .

gua malas nak kesah ,

gua dah nak stop membebel nih .

stop .

To all the girls out there , just be confident that you are the best among the best . Who can be me ? can me be you ? NO , just be . and be . say ' i can show you my middle finger if you think im not the best ! ' .

  

 cool XD

IMPIAN aka DREAMS

sape yang takde impian kan ?



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aku ade impian ! yeah , that's right !

tapi impian aku bukan la untuk jadi blogger setia kan , memang tak la sebab MALAS , sekarang ni aku menulis pun jarang sangat lah !

I M P I A N - aku punye ?

ni impian aku if aku harus MENYINGLE sampai tua :D

 I want ,
         
           * further stadi INSYAALLAH till PHD ,
           *obersi opkos !
           * dapat keje OBERSI fer few years !
           * wanna step in the concrete jungle aka NEW YORK
           * big WHITE car  ( kalau skrg aku nak HONDA ACCORD 2012 tapi kalau boleh nak AUDI jugak )
           * double storey HOUSE (takkesah besa ke kecik janji surroundings die cun ! nyaman ! tenang ! )
           * hidup takde financial problems , opkos !
           * be the apple of my mom's eyes HEHEHEHEHE n lastly,
           * having a mom and a father by my side ( kalau boleh every second sebab rindu )


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TAPI ,
      atas sebab ape pulak aku nak menyingle kan ? :D
      sebabnye kalau takde orang nak lah kan ?
   
merepek kerepek ! insyaAllah ade .


ni impian aku if tak menyingle sampai mati HEHEHEHE

i want,

         * a goodlooking, kindhearted n beriman yang teguh punya suami (haha gatalgatal picky nak mati )
         * a good position ( kerja i mean , my job ) accountant lahh !
         * doublestorey big house , (tadi nak kecik sebab single, yang ni kene besar lah kan )
         * Big WHITE car lagi ( HONDA ACCORD lahh )
         * budak budak kecik dalam rumah ( bukan dolls eyh ) anak !
         * RULES dalam rumah , RULES FOR BOTH HUBBY N WIFEY
         * give my parents one more house , fer them to create memory fer the rest of their life :)
         * n i want a happy lovey dovey rumahtangga no mess no fight only love :D

banyak tak ? haihhh , macam mengade kan ? who cares , that's my dreams !

haa kan kan ? jangan gelak tau !

anyways , that's only my dream . takde la menangis air mata darah if tak kesampaian !

what is important to me ?

      WANNA BE A SUCCESFUL PEOPLE IN THE FUTURE AND HEREAFTER , that's all :)

FLOWERING = HEART

Here, my new breath begin,

Baru tersedar dari mimpi, bahawa ;

• HIDUP TAK PERLUKAN SESUATU YANG KITA NAK UNTUK TERUSKAN HIDUP NI (merepek tak?)
• BUKAN ONE THING JE BOLEH JAMIN MASE GEMILANG N GEMBIRA KITA 
• DO ANYTHING YOU WANT SELAGI BENDE TU TAK SALAH DARI SEGI AGAMA,
• WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND (padan muka kau haha)
• APE YANG KITA TAK DAPAT, INSYAALLAH ALLAH S.W.T AKAN GANTI DGN SMTHG YG LAIN :)

YA ALLAH, betapa aku tak tahu tentang hidup ni ye, ishkk .

sedikit sbyak suka suki lately cure my heart, sebab dah sedar yang benda tu tak penting if tak betulbetul.

dan, honestly aku lebih byk happy than sdey skarang, betul aku mampu senyum seikhlasnya.,

atas beberapa sebab jugak laa, hee,

ermm anyway, i'm back blog !

just miss my smile , old smile, 

ermmm hokaiii laa, aku pun dah happy sekarang, Allah always by my side,

if xdapat, aku kene redha, sabar dan tabah, the best way fer me, His servant .

p/s : everythg yg berlaku, ade hikmahnya :)

STILL :(

I'M STILL LOVE YOU

STILL MISS YOU

MISS YOUR LAUGH

MISS YOUR SMILE

MISS YOUR VOICE

IT'S ALL ABOUT YOURS

TRY TO GET YOU BACK BUT I CAN'T

STILL WAITING FOR YOU

STILL HOPE FOR YOU 

IT IS ALL ABOUT 'STILL' !

WHAT TO DO?

WHAT TO SAY?

JUST COOL =='

REALLY,

IM STILL LOVING U

YEAH IM THE STUPID ONE WHO DECIDE THAT !

BUT I DONT CARE

I THINK I HAVE MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE

THE PROBLEM IS NOW

IM STILL WANNA STICKING TO YOU

HAHA BUT IM NOT SUPER INSTANT GLUE

SO I WISH I CAN BEAR THIS 

UNTIL YOU SLOWLY DISAPPEAR :(

I WISH ,

WE WILL HAVE 'THAT' BACK

ILOVEU

SARANGHEA

   ANNYOOO~~~

FINISHED WITH ==' !

WHAT TO SAY, I HAVE TO MAKE THE CHOICE :( AND I HOPE THAT IS THE RIGHT CHOICE !

AS I SAID, I COULDNT BEAR THAT ANYMORE :( 

SO, I've MADE THE CHOICE :(

I HATE YOU

Harap lepas ni ak akn lebih tabah dengan segala ujian dan dugaan, thank you Allah for this beautiful life, ak dah buat keputusan yang terbaik. Aku janji, to be more carefull :)

Iloveyou  guys who always on my side, wipe my tear, lend me ur shoulder, and give me a hug when i need it :')

FROM NOW ON, I WANNA BE  STRONG lagi TOUGH and HEARTLESS heee :p

Erm after this i will smile in whatever condition :)