LISTEN TO A STUPID BABBLING

WHAT ?
                   what are you thinking about ?
WHAT ?
                   what make you feel down ?
WHAT ?
                   what is disturbing your mind ?
WHAT ?
                   what the hell ? what the fish ?

========== yeah, what the hell im babbling about , right ? =========

EXACTLY , that is how i am right now .

It's not like im too picky , but this is the problem !

Picky problem .

Im being selective , no im not .

It just i want 'something' that i really want .

Not something i just want for fun . Or laughing stuff .

Really , i mean it .

This is my first time ever , i fight , i wait , i am looking forward to it .

For something that im not sure that i can get it .

But , im still waiting .

SO WHAT ? 

sukahatimakbapak gua lah kann .

gua suka , gua punya pasal lahh kan .

Seriously , im down right now .

Even myself dont know why the hell im feeling like this .

Guilty ? Missing ? Doubting ? Stupid ? yes , of course .

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wa cakap lu , wa ni memang jenis tak bersyukur la .

bukan gua tak bersyukur tapi gua ni memang tak pernah nak puas dgn apa yang gua ada .

gua bukan tak nak 'tuhh' ,

tapi gua suka 'nihh' ,

GUA PENING DOWH DOWH DOWH ,

gua bukan benci 'tuhh' ,

tapi gua tunggu 'nihh' ,

PENING DOWH ,

tapi kalau gua reject ,

YANG DIKEJAR LARI NAIK FLIGHT , YANG DIKENDONG TERCICIR TERCIRIT .

so ?

ape boleh buat ?

gua nih , senget semacam je skang , senget .

gua pikir camni jelah , 

gua buat bodoh je .

gua tunggu sampai bende 'nihh' tahu ,

gua suke lahh .

kalau bende 'nihh' tak tahu jugak ,

lantak lah .

gua malas nak kesah ,

gua dah nak stop membebel nih .

stop .

To all the girls out there , just be confident that you are the best among the best . Who can be me ? can me be you ? NO , just be . and be . say ' i can show you my middle finger if you think im not the best ! ' .

  

 cool XD